One of those days

Today has been one of those days that I cant seem to find the joy in anything. I have been thinking to myself all day that I need a blog called "the real truth". Instead of all this pretty stuff about how wonderful everything is, the real truth about how hard life is. About how frustrating and lonely being a wife and mother can be. About how mad I am that my own parents don't seem to care about my existence. About how sick and tired I am of having no money. About how I cant even believe that we are considering selling our house and buying a townhouse to help free up some money, and how Chad is happy about it. About how rude and cruel and ignorant other people can be. About how mean my own children, who I have given every bit of me for, can be to me. Everything, all the icky stuff that gets sugar coated. I hope that tomorrow will be a better day, it has to be.